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After loosening several bolts here and there, trying to wedge in the new pipe, I came to the realization that I needed to remove the whole side frame horn. It is the piece that holds the plow blade or the mower deck to the tractor. Well, I knew this would be a pain because I replaced these last year... Another story to tell....
It took almost 3 hours to replace that pipe. At several points I cursed, like a sailor, because daddy wasn't home to help, because I didn't have the physical strength at times. I welled up with tears on a couple of occasions. Once when I bashed my hand so hard I think I broke it. Really. I screamed out loud to silent ears. I almost cried because I couldn't wait 10 more sleeps for daddy to come home because we would get a ton of snow if I waited. Murphy's Law, right? There were a couple of times I prayed and thanked God for giving me the patience and strength to finish the task. I refused to put gloves on because I can't feel with my hands and the resulting gashes and bumps and bruises show my stupidity.
The moral? I don't know if there is one. It was a house chore that had to be done. I should have worn gloves. I should have dressed warmer. But it is done. I did it. I have the pride in myself that I was able to do something that I had never done before. I was able to take care of myself and my girls. I know if daddy is not home, I can handle it. Do I want to do it again, not if I don't have to. Will I have to do something like it again. Probably. But I know that if I keep at it, I can do it.